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皮皮的耍廢日記/:
ISSUE #255
Author: 皮皮
Published:
Feb 4, 2025
皮皮的耍廢日記/:
Author: 皮皮
Published:
Feb 4, 2025
ISSUE #255
2025-02-04/:精神潔癖
No Plagiarism!z8Xzjfa9f1QbwQarKPMjposted on PＥNAＮＡ

IG藍蝶同步發布美食照:

皮皮的ig: https://www.instagram.com/pippi__office/

皮皮的bsky: https://bsky.app/profile/pippioffice.bsky.social

追蹤起來喔~

446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuA5UzSYIj

晚上好!

不知道我有沒有說過，我其實有蠻嚴重的精神潔癖

詳情可以見我之前分享，關於前(女生)女友(朋友)的故事

當一件事有正反方起鬨，並且我被放上一個極為尷尬，可能影響一切的位置時，我就會感到想吐

簡單來說，就是你可以說那些，而我做了類似的影響或是話語，卻要收到警告或是不友善的對待，這個時候我就會感到噁心

精神潔癖也會在這個時候響起警鈴

以前是對一段關係，不局限於親密關係，朋友、家人、筆友，這些都是我可能精神潔癖會發作的原因446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST2KQy4N4i

小的時候我不太明白，所以以為我只是害怕孤獨

現在想想，我只是不能接受，你接近我不過是為了一瞬，你終究還是會離開我446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiIjw9z9pj

聽起來很病嬌對吧?

確實，我長大後接受治療，在認識自己的這一段時間，我才逐漸意識到

我從來都不害怕孤單

我只是有很嚴重的精神潔癖，我不能忍受，被我劃進特殊範圍的人們，視作珍寶的人們，我付出了我的一切，但你/妳還是決定轉身離開我，或是我並非妳/你的第一順位

但凡有過社會歷練地都知道，那不過是對烏托邦心存期望地不切實際

不會有一世長安，也沒有一生一世

全部，全部，關係都是刻意維持，利益與利益的交換

所以我很久沒有發作過了

因為再也不會，也沒有可能，會有那樣的人出現了

我不需要了，從來、都不需要

446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xdhWF0SFE

446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0XvZhbQIm

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