突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGAZV4BH8Z
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「嗡隆……」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8gBGkkPnV
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Uxrnbo7Az
月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmIi4l1IBL
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錯過尾班車了…呢。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG2Fez7pTf
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen0UEbhCj4
左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfON8YTnLnl
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukKdIBnLF8
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFtBf1Gb4M
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2nVi4rDxD
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5T8VLcvyk
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJPgIYm3pg
心情壞透了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf78V8oRIgA
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG2M7njrz5
無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS4f6Avf7L
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVocozsufXp
……抱歉，我也不知道。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fPQZwM44W
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSee4SkRJo
開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7hVfFdtYY
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRnX6oWx2M
「唉。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VjhX30inR
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAPfbf3B1w
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg9OFFnuWZ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadfq0Vf7Lw
溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5CCRXD5mf
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDMzOrZ74t
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nyaL4QCrV
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdrDmgpAvW
「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTyBGk1RhO
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKuQ4YjoJP
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbb1SXZXMA
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uV0KcAgqK
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQAoSlTcsG
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoZN4rPr5m
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlseVwY7AK
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3mphn25FW
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxlDyTCYLp
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsaCYAU2rc
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t9h1pVcmK
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPSh72IGhx
活成這個樣子，真抱歉。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynpJc1mhFi
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJWntLPXAv
本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG5ZsNkh9U
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO6SrXEhrs
「先生。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gBEhj6Qnk
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS2a4ws22L
一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N84KTtmGs
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUV7r2ODMO
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKph3Yi72fB
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1w8fn6sjr
「閂…站？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wRc8I76j9
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4CSVpIHri
「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCzrdT2q9n
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDoXo8DNTZ
要不是這條命是借來的話……1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI8zq2J0Ok
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRD51cWdoE
「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U81CgkDVD
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kHkglblj6
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfJtdDtaSX
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17uXupaoy9
他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayDPP42q7f
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5tX2yxm7j
「咁……啊。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaKLUjBUeG
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS1tE8iGSK
「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1wKPRjDft
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzstWXh8jg
「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYih8PqZSzT
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbQqnLHV6f
「我帶你行。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkcuSEdmQI
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzXhy8tAUn
領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX9Pev7sHV
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco4qg1jTNc
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetAlSPqlU0
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09d5zTDCRU
「呃……算係。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc741oYYs9
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不再是了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPlLCYpJvd
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmf9frN9OF
意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SueGluSGj
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdy5D3eB1y
「好聲行啦，拜拜！」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG09V9brFBZ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYbqkDxecM
夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkvBf4qGzB
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOobvi3UhGd
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVPwWi0nve
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdX2eYqDLyo
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTnQtrYvaD
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWwzZ30UBS
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxOaoW2eRN
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwykhHSJuQ
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7jOM37Lsb
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQdWTgZ0F6
因為我沒有。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXikwBysmtB
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYh93gWR6j
我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDa73xAVNw
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OCCH3kAge
活該。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yWVGVuYzz
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7xDRTQt9C
我活該。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRV4r3tfEw
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr7GdXwQKl
正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXKzdc93r8
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXaTBxygum
不想。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jM6NBTVD4
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrRNXQE47v
我……我不想找她。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZEG1pDsXk
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXf6yHCMyx
不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZIhCgOQUR
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNLVoO9DCy
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DFKhzeNaQ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCyN8Wibb8
我不想。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQODHuHrgqm
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhIqh0CxpI
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsO2R4dzoQ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaextQYXmaA
不就有了嗎？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzaiTLachB
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp3ZfRA91m
掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV0m5F31Jh
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYzYP8bdQK
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrhu8Xvgim
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYIPF2vf69
而且，我連地圖都不用。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcavIN0dy7Q
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKmYO2IqgJ
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUePCKyEue5
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGXC5byByR
光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdxQqEfqQw
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTyx8OHFBq
出發吧。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPubja2oKN
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGl51sqCbN
下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhkBlGzect
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbdPjZvSbD
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRANWlzNVUD
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1Bf76DM4g
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr3A3GlDET
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlf9M2WxYP
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fxemZKeyO
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNseAPuja4W
「溫年柏。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WnZNK6sFJ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4YaPbrhsm
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGTio75JM2
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJSc5xIu26
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26jX3dNcUx
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbY862KMQa
沒有人。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMhO2S2j8h
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7la8RzBPEo
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJwjKdKWzz
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfQ0m2vUrP
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pjAu1c9oz
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCw1PGRnOC
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoM9RfztsV
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGTMIPfaw6
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHBby3E22l
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXLLl9Bzp3
這到底是……1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonndwLn54n
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPSHme1ryw
我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkp8c9rS3C
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUA9cRCxeu
是…霧之類嗎……？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAPt3VZOb6
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOrTtGFch3
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITBtOWkNpB
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVX5ZbYEhc
但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlBMeEmwL8
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很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4NksNggb5
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ7wI6R2Tf
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1wLKwChaS
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDy4RHX3Mkt
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9mc5DFF9A
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Oj80tU5EG
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTmYhWj9Hb
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時間，沒有前進。
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