幾分鐘過後,向菱掛掉了電話,直接仰躺倒在床上。221Please respect copyright.PENANABC9EFFiLK9
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剛才好友的衝擊性發言,讓少女的心思變得亂七八糟的。221Please respect copyright.PENANA3fjZEP1F9M
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想要認清自己的想法,卻又無從梳理。221Please respect copyright.PENANAocYd66VMbW
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青春期悄悄萌生的情愫悸動,彷彿初發芽的小苗,隨風飄盪,不能知曉自己將來在何方。221Please respect copyright.PENANAJH8o0eq9IZ
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欣欣向榮扎根,熱烈向著天空生長。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAwVkq0jtj3h
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這陣子,向菱和言恬間的電話來往頻繁起來,因此她當然也不免被灌輸了不少「新知識」。 221Please respect copyright.PENANA7CIb3Safns
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言恬是留學在國外、兼職寫言情小說的大學生,年紀輕輕,卻對談戀愛的把戲如數家珍。221Please respect copyright.PENANAz8EwsriQ7V
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後來言恬乾脆充當起她的曖昧軍師,天天在電話那頭幫忙出主意。221Please respect copyright.PENANAxzEjTMLuV9
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向菱也是透過她的話,懵懵懂懂的開始直面自己的情感。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAx3X3d3Mwmo
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起初,她還以為這只是暫時性的衝動,雌性激素嘛,等過幾天就會消退了。221Please respect copyright.PENANAEi3xg7tGho
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直到她自己開始意識到不對勁。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAPUQXv9j00J
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首先是那種異樣不但沒有減少,反倒如同烈火似的越燒越旺。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAsXglzZcuFk
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再後來,某天想著他入睡,結果少年的臉龐直接出現在她夢裡——連她自己都感到荒唐的程度。 221Please respect copyright.PENANADDUalIwJiY
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甚至令人有點分不清臆測和現實。 221Please respect copyright.PENANA9Dv8GI4LaW
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順帶一提,就連寫文的時候,之前不斷卡稿重寫的那段感情戲也突然有了靈感,一下子捋順了思路。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAdABmQUQlBT
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這些事有點丟臉,不過挺荒謬。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAbNmF41cWsW
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而她那位忠心的軍師身為言情小說作者,時不時就會口出金句。221Please respect copyright.PENANAk7bb9Lp0D0
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例如言恬曾經在一通電話裡有感而發,故意用誇張又感傷的語氣說道:「你知道嗎,他是你唯一不會排斥的痛苦。」 221Please respect copyright.PENANABoDzFTwQp4
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向菱瞬間臉色爆紅:「……你別瞎說!!」 221Please respect copyright.PENANAYZINTFiDDT
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手機裡登時傳來開朗朝氣的笑聲。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ6qA36RC0
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言恬也不止一次讓她主動出擊。不過那些鬼點子,向菱從來沒勇氣照做。 221Please respect copyright.PENANA0S7cs5IQKK
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有天她從學校門口走出來,隨意翻著手機。221Please respect copyright.PENANAGnABej6c2o
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才剛放學,她就看見訊息通知:「對了,你那個小男朋友到底長什麼樣,發張照片來看看!!」 221Please respect copyright.PENANAos6Zc39MtO
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向菱看到傻了一下。 221Please respect copyright.PENANA6miJy1pFLy
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下一秒,她倏地炸毛:「誰他媽是小男朋友!!!」221Please respect copyright.PENANAkqpbSO2DAI
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言恬笑呵呵地自顧自發道,「加油啦,我這和你那有時差,先睡了掰掰。」221Please respect copyright.PENANAqfDqn8JUx3
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「……」少女喪氣的瞪了螢幕上的頭像一眼。221Please respect copyright.PENANAT4xmjHEU2L
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其實她不是真的排斥接近祁澈,只是認清自己的感情之後,她突然無法從容的面對他。221Please respect copyright.PENANAfhAxQHFz9U
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偶爾臉皮會變得很薄,常常是做好心理建設、深吸一口氣以後,卻還是遲遲沒敢過去和他搭話。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAvDVY9X03Rh
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於是這一周,他們倆說話的次數用一隻手都能數完。221Please respect copyright.PENANAAS71FDs6oF
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——不是不想接近,只是勇氣不足。221Please respect copyright.PENANAYXy84vqi7C
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或許是因為座位換了,兩人不再是同桌,交集也變得更加稀疏。221Please respect copyright.PENANAnm3GJsdRQ3
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他們之間幾乎沒有多餘的互動。 221Please respect copyright.PENANARDQQ43KTmF
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向菱盯著言恬的訊息發呆了幾秒鐘,然後切換螢幕,翻了翻手機相簿。221Please respect copyright.PENANAtGm6svPaLa
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裡面完全沒有一張和祁澈有關的照片,之前的某次偷拍照片糊了,根本看不清臉。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAKrn3Q8o2JD
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而祁小波的照片反倒挺多,佔據了整整一個資料夾。221Please respect copyright.PENANA6JN7FUyKl7
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手機裡沒有可以發給言恬的照片。221Please respect copyright.PENANAtReFn7loEF
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於是乎,她決定對他進行偷拍。221Please respect copyright.PENANA195TAnh93z
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…… 221Please respect copyright.PENANAp9bzfnzB9Y
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這個荒唐的念頭是她放學後一時興起,而且手法還十分粗糙。221Please respect copyright.PENANAxVpz4gldMg
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犯案(?)過程如下—— 221Please respect copyright.PENANAO2ZVIyDVEi
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當時夕陽還掛在天邊,天氣逐漸轉冷,她在公園和祁小波玩。221Please respect copyright.PENANAWREcOueLY6
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她用手機傳了一則訊息給祁澈,以這樣的藉口約他見面:「祁小波好像把外套忘宿舍了,你現在有空拿來嗎?」 221Please respect copyright.PENANAFLLG60QvH1
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句末附上一個兔子雙手合十祈求的貼圖。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAghzwYZ1zhY
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祁澈的回覆簡單,估計是籃球隊訓練的休息空檔期間隨意回的:「在公園?」 221Please respect copyright.PENANAenRZjCnvtd
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「嗯嗯,謝啦。」221Please respect copyright.PENANAwpVCAJBc8Y
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見到他時,大約是十幾分鐘後。221Please respect copyright.PENANAyV3dzUEwLs
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少年似乎是乾脆蹺掉訓練直接過來的,身上仍是校隊專門的那身球衣。221Please respect copyright.PENANAVS5u6Sqgmr
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深色的隊服樣式簡單,過寬的袖子推到上臂,不經意露出流暢的線條。 221Please respect copyright.PENANADE1bfV9MqY
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少女緊繃著神經,接過他遞過來的粉紫色童裝外套,磕磕絆絆的道了謝,一邊單手背在身後捏著手機。 221Please respect copyright.PENANACcIaRUZ04c
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手機螢幕上已經預備好拍攝畫面。221Please respect copyright.PENANAa4i3uvhcdt
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她小心翼翼地藏在身後,不讓對方察覺。 221Please respect copyright.PENANA925OjlZAP4
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而同時,為了不讓氣氛那麼尷尬,向菱乾巴巴的和對方搭話起來。221Please respect copyright.PENANArD7QLkQDEp
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「喂,教室座位不是才剛換嗎?」221Please respect copyright.PENANA0aKtkKVZdc
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「嗯。」221Please respect copyright.PENANAYDKWJ742df
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向菱:「你坐那個位置挺好的啊,沒換過,不用搬書。」 221Please respect copyright.PENANAiYpGEwQQRP
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少年漫不經心抬眸,話音似乎還伴隨著很淺的輕笑:「坐那裡兩年了。」221Please respect copyright.PENANAOR2UtzRAi6
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「……」邊疆地帶長期居民。 221Please respect copyright.PENANATq9qowigQo
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無話可說,向菱心想算了,不講話也罷。她索性閉了嘴,不安分的攥緊藏在身後的手機。 221Please respect copyright.PENANADlFN87DFQs
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她耐心不好,於是便稍微往旁邊挪了一小步,默默舉起手機。 221Please respect copyright.PENANA6t3OqdvE2i
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然後——按下快門。221Please respect copyright.PENANARfeCKlAKsw
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那一天她認為自己是全世界最傻,也最幸運的人。221Please respect copyright.PENANAaWM3CErC1j
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彷彿要昭告全世界似的,手機拍照時發出「喀擦」的音效聲,細微卻震耳欲聾,直直鑽入二人耳朵裡。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAq1QZvC67LK
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少年的目光下意識望過來。221Please respect copyright.PENANAvhcnaiXmtP
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她反應很快,乘機又按了一下快門。221Please respect copyright.PENANAjBRJ5FnSIY
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…… 221Please respect copyright.PENANA7JR2jk78ul
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沉默是今夜的康橋。 221Please respect copyright.PENANA9EBcK97hUL
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向菱的手直接僵硬的停在半空中,似乎失去反應能力。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAkSRcFVkLwx
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空氣彷彿凝結停滯。221Please respect copyright.PENANAXD0zytz7et
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雖然很尷尬,但是——她居然,就這樣拍到他的照片了。221Please respect copyright.PENANABKvVS0FKMm
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想到這突然就有些激動。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAXmsZeva7e3
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少女抿了抿唇,低頭點擊相簿欣賞了下,發現剛剛那張照片裡,那名少年居然很輕的笑了一下。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAKn4ClLCZHi
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而那個若有似無的挑唇,就這樣正好入鏡了。221Please respect copyright.PENANAJU2d8aRtC4
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笑意襯得他這個人越發好看,五官立體深邃,帶著鮮活的少年感。221Please respect copyright.PENANA8gPVl9rniq
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然後,她對他擠出一個無比真誠的微笑:「啊抱歉,我按錯了。」 221Please respect copyright.PENANAKM3g7u06GX
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這坦蕩蕩的態度也是言恬教的。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAwJwcQ3yxzy
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少年墨色的黑眸貌似閃過一絲微末的笑意,但其中亦混雜了錯愕。那是有點複雜,又有點直白的情緒。221Please respect copyright.PENANA3Ycs1pz5SD
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……很好笑嗎。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAM1xmaecqBE
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向菱推估著他應該沒生氣,於是就頗為愉快的朝他彎唇一笑。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAWtIshHzEKs
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少女不知道的是,面前的少年早已默默不自在起來,然後刻意用笑意掩飾掉了。221Please respect copyright.PENANAjiAuPQq88a
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否則他才不會笑。221Please respect copyright.PENANAa5Pqas9Nc1
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那天晚上,星星似乎特別明亮,也可能是她心情好的緣故。221Please respect copyright.PENANABjCL00m80E
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回到宿舍後,坐在書桌前方,向菱猶豫了幾秒,還是決定打電話給言恬。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAUqE6GYTZXY
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「噯,言言,我拍到那個人的照片了。」 221Please respect copyright.PENANAWcOq1wjPM7
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另一頭的言恬剛醒,本來還因為睡眠被人打斷而有些暴躁,一接電話卻無預警聽到這個大消息。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAbZZD0g8m1T
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起床氣瞬間煙消雲散,睡意也驟然沒了。 221Please respect copyright.PENANA3YaXBiGTTs
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言恬一開始難以置信。221Please respect copyright.PENANA0dxaB8Llld
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據她所知,向菱面對感情完全是懵懂又生澀的,到底是鼓起多大的勇氣、或者說究竟有多不要臉,才敢這麼做的啊。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAE1rqNarDTC
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「真的嗎,他到底是長得多好看才入得了你的眼,發來給姐看看!」 221Please respect copyright.PENANApJUGC6FI3h
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可這時,向菱卻護住手機:「……不要。」221Please respect copyright.PENANA1UpluNjhWJ
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「咦?」言恬有些疑惑,這丫頭的態度怎麼說改就改的。 221Please respect copyright.PENANA67USgqI4Ed
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「……照片是我的。」 221Please respect copyright.PENANAruml3D4fcX
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言恬一頓,似乎明白什麼,半開玩笑的威脅說道:「你再不讓看,姐要飛去南雨會會他了啊。」221Please respect copyright.PENANAE6XYBCi1gI
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「……」向菱默然,自己也不明白在執著什麼。221Please respect copyright.PENANArcvTjIu2O1
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只是,那張照片似乎是只屬於她的,傳給言恬的話彷彿就缺了一角,不完整了。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAnYpQSBL9oB
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少女說道,「反正就不要給你看。」 221Please respect copyright.PENANARtI9P9OA9O
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言恬卻搞懂了,還故作誇張的點了點頭。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAclGCXrl6H5
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那天,她們沒有久聊向菱的感情狀況,話題很快轉到了別的事情上。221Please respect copyright.PENANAC7KHXIHQ9v
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言恬並沒有將這段插曲放在心上,心想不看就不看,飛去南雨只是開玩笑。221Please respect copyright.PENANAvVyf0BM5N4
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只不過,有一件事,讓言恬產生了極強的在意和掛心。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAY3YZdQ6yM4
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——照片是我的。 221Please respect copyright.PENANASp7bsMOtTk
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這話,意味著很多不同的言外之意。221Please respect copyright.PENANAsZgrYU8Jrm
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——他也是我的。221Please respect copyright.PENANAcehjrzuyIH
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言恬暗自想道,那個人想必很好很好吧,以致於向菱對那個人,早就不是什麼單純潔淨的喜歡了。221Please respect copyright.PENANAt9IM3gGw3X
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這他媽,是佔有慾。221Please respect copyright.PENANAWfdaRDvlJo
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向菱盯著下午拍到的那張照片,發呆。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAyfVKR7ZSoi
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她挺幸運的,拍那張照片時的天氣正好,春初傍晚的夕陽燦爛,晚雲斑斕。221Please respect copyright.PENANAjfC1yWwAYb
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對焦沒有糊掉,總而言之,雖手拍的照片居然很是清晰唯美。221Please respect copyright.PENANAyUvdTBCkH5
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——若那背景是彩霞,那麼他大概就是,比那道霞還要更耀眼的東西。221Please respect copyright.PENANA9snZK29MkJ
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至少在她眼裡是這樣的。221Please respect copyright.PENANA06qHYmmwkd
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這段時間,她一直不斷的重複確認自己的喜歡。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAelaaq2uwIX
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不經意偷瞄他影子的時候,她會禁不住自問,難道這就是喜歡一個人的感覺嗎。221Please respect copyright.PENANA9NSRficFXD
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她生怕自己認錯了什麼是感情,害怕到頭來也只是她獨自的一頭熱。221Please respect copyright.PENANA4og4Xcjebx
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因此她極度不確定、極度懷疑,更多的是青澀或者不敢直接面對。221Please respect copyright.PENANAYlbTL38h0p
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宿舍熄燈之後。221Please respect copyright.PENANAR6tFERNUMA
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她隨意把手機放在書桌,爬回雙層床的上鋪,把臉埋進枕頭裡睡覺。221Please respect copyright.PENANA3e4kdIQxjB
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——那一夜,她做了個很長很久的夢。 221Please respect copyright.PENANAgsbC8MhczG
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夢境反反覆覆,絮絮叨叨,不斷重複的敘述著瑣碎的事件。 221Please respect copyright.PENANA8vSGZR2FRn
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她這個夢,沒有什麼連貫性,感覺像是即興發揮的表演,轉場急促又毫無手法。221Please respect copyright.PENANA6Rmd7i9NIj