Mara’s POV
I almost didn’t go to the café that morning.
I’d had a nightmare the night before—one of the old ones. The kind that leaves you feeling like you’ve forgotten something important but can’t remember what. I woke up with a tightness in my chest and a strange, hollow kind of silence in the room.
But something pulled me there anyway.12Please respect copyright.PENANAKX9SUknUl7
Maybe habit.12Please respect copyright.PENANA3zkOZWE8oW
Maybe hope.
Eli wasn’t at Table Nine.
For a split second, my heart dipped in a way that scared me. Not because I missed him—12Please respect copyright.PENANA2cy0jRYmdz
but because I already missed him.
I ordered my usual and sat by the window. The same seat where we first shared a single earbud, where I first saw the way he watched the world like he was rewriting it in real time.
When I picked up my cup, I noticed something tucked beneath the sleeve.
A folded square of paper.
At first, I thought it was a receipt.12Please respect copyright.PENANAX0QbXOIGRQ
But no.
It was a note.
His handwriting was small. Neat. Like it had been written slowly, deliberately. Like every word mattered more than it should.
If I could write down the things I’m too afraid to say, they’d start with you.12Please respect copyright.PENANAc5YzS6mWqu
Not the you I see from the window, but the you I’m starting to know—the one who hides behind her smile and drinks her coffee like it’s a shield.12Please respect copyright.PENANAYWigHaEOwt
If you find this, it means I’m braver today than I was yesterday.–E
I read it twice. Three times.12Please respect copyright.PENANAsWyLOe4KfA
And then I just sat there, holding the cup like it might burn through my skin.
He didn’t know if I’d find it.12Please respect copyright.PENANAGhRiinCTXm
He didn’t even know if I’d come that day.
But he left it anyway.
Not a confession.12Please respect copyright.PENANAkFlaY1YttL
Not quite.12Please respect copyright.PENANARgJNSeAxzd
But close.
And for someone like me—who’s used to people leaving without warning—it felt like the most honest thing anyone had done in a long time.
When I looked up, he still wasn’t there.
But his words were.12Please respect copyright.PENANAWSRtxgLm9K
And for now, that was enough.