Day 5.
The alarm rang.71Please respect copyright.PENANAQPnaId1nqA
The jazz tune came on.
Claire opened her eyes, brown and bleary, but didn’t fight it anymore.
— It was a reflex now. A pre-installed response. Resistance was pointless.
Same song. Again. The same damn song.71Please respect copyright.PENANAqkOuNXrAa1
She sat up.
— It wasn’t even the kind of tune that grows on you.71Please respect copyright.PENANAfZc5ufs5D1
It was a kind of familiarity that felt like inflammation in her ears, like a metal key scraping memory straight out of her brain.
After five days, she was sure. She wasn’t imagining it.71Please respect copyright.PENANAHhR7khybv1
She was reliving the same day.
— Not maybe. Not possibly.71Please respect copyright.PENANABVo8duQEC4
Definitely.
The tearing feeling that came with realizing the world was broken—yeah, that was gone.71Please respect copyright.PENANAmPHahFz7kI
Now it was just...calm. Eerily calm.71Please respect copyright.PENANAmnKL2WXwWu
Like some inner voice whispering, “Just accept it. The way you accept getting out of bed.”
Same music.71Please respect copyright.PENANAAF6aFIez30
Same bagels.71Please respect copyright.PENANAn8IecofaCa
Same newspaper.71Please respect copyright.PENANATWtNxWzmHv
Same customers.
— She could predict exactly how many times Kyle would laugh today. Which line he'd say.71Please respect copyright.PENANAJtDr9NKoaW
"Happy Easter."71Please respect copyright.PENANAXaFZHUFllC
Those two words were now a wad of chewed-up gum stuck in the corner of her brain.
She’d tried to change things.71Please respect copyright.PENANAxBa3Z14vjq
Recommended a different drink to a customer. The customer changed it.71Please respect copyright.PENANAOos5IoTOJh
But only because she told them to.
— That’s not change. That’s just her pulling the lever of a machine that can’t start on its own anymore.
She tried other things too.71Please respect copyright.PENANAUw8MoirPCZ
Didn’t bake the bagels. Didn’t water the plant. Didn’t put the newspaper on the counter.71Please respect copyright.PENANAGz8cIrutKh
The city didn’t care. It moved around her like she didn’t matter.
Even her silence got overwritten.71Please respect copyright.PENANAPOTCJMC9yk
Reality filled in the blanks like water seeping into cracks.
She wasn’t sure what was happening.71Please respect copyright.PENANACFxoatS9U5
Maybe she was insane. Maybe she was dreaming in a hospital bed somewhere.
— Maybe one morning, she’d open her eyes and a nurse would be there saying,71Please respect copyright.PENANAbKndrqjrKL
"Claire, you’re finally awake."
But she didn’t dare hope.71Please respect copyright.PENANAPJMHb4psKz
Even that scenario started to feel like a recycled TV script.
What if this was a dream?
— But dreams weren’t this long.71Please respect copyright.PENANAGlynCR5QqJ
They didn’t have heat, pain, taste.71Please respect copyright.PENANACBR0a7xG9r
If this was a dream, it was taking its job way too seriously.71Please respect copyright.PENANANDtHvQj0yJ
If fate was this committed, maybe she’d finally take it seriously too.
It’s not a movie.71Please respect copyright.PENANAHbf1EnqqTK
This isn’t Groundhog Day.71Please respect copyright.PENANAt0gnhNFS3t
Claire didn’t have some deep trauma to work through.71Please respect copyright.PENANA8iRCxZzpn3
She wasn’t a killer. She hadn’t told that many lies.
— She wasn’t on some cosmic redemption arc.71Please respect copyright.PENANA8Bq3oia5x7
She ran a café. That’s it.
A woman with occasional insomnia, a short temper, and a decent track record of paying bills on time.71Please respect copyright.PENANAxJGquHSyIZ
Why her?
Calm down, Claire.71Please respect copyright.PENANAFOhl6wO3qM
There has to be a reason. There has to be a way out.
She breathed in slowly.71Please respect copyright.PENANA8moVvge0YW
Her stomach felt tight, like it was inflating with air that wouldn’t go anywhere.71Please respect copyright.PENANAelAYtOT7nX
Her thoughts came soft but firm.
Observe, Claire. Start observing everything.
— You can’t wait for it to fall apart. You have to watch it. Track it.71Please respect copyright.PENANAAlxSZoXCa8
Peel away every wrong piece until the truth shows.
If the world’s gone mad, then fine.71Please respect copyright.PENANAWn7lDo8Gu1
She’d be the one sane person left.
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She opened the café anyway. Out of what—loyalty? Instinct?71Please respect copyright.PENANA2w1UVwLcyL
— She was starting to suspect she didn’t even have the guts to rebel properly.
Day five, and she still got up after the alarm.71Please respect copyright.PENANARSB32wQWAi
Brushed her teeth. Got dressed.71Please respect copyright.PENANAx05bpbw13o
Like a goddamn coin-operated coffee machine—insert a few units of routine and she’d start moving.
She hated the habit.71Please respect copyright.PENANA1wGRHUkizu
— Or maybe... she was just scared of what would happen if she stopped.
She’d spent too long thinking in bed.71Please respect copyright.PENANA8yN2gC5Ccx
No time to prep the bagels.
— She should’ve gone down. Should’ve opened the oven. Should’ve kneaded the dough that had already been worked over five times.
But today she stalled.71Please respect copyright.PENANA3QSx1nokPy
That was still her choice—one of the few she had left.
She planned to bake after the morning rush.71Please respect copyright.PENANA8rsQR94iJY
Same dough. Same recipe.
— That lump of dough sat in the fridge like it was waiting to die.71Please respect copyright.PENANAAg3okjuDZE
Every day she pulled it out, crushed it, shaped it, threw it back in.71Please respect copyright.PENANAzaJgSeDLUv
Sometimes she wondered if it had a memory too.
Maybe…71Please respect copyright.PENANAHdHsXIFYAR
Maybe it was the only thing in this loop that had a future.
Kyle asked about the bagels.
She told him they’d be ready after ten.71Please respect copyright.PENANADZ0wxo0xN5
No smile. Just steady observation.71Please respect copyright.PENANAfg5K42vXi1
Waiting—watching—for even the tiniest flicker of surprise.
There wasn’t any.71Please respect copyright.PENANAtQMldQ9jGx
He just nodded and left.71Please respect copyright.PENANABU9SEdWvqT
Said "Happy Easter" again.
— Word for word. Beat for beat.71Please respect copyright.PENANAAzdmjYf6M4
Like an actor stuck inside a film reel.
Claire gripped the dish towel in her hand.71Please respect copyright.PENANAu84YsWtlsA
She knew exactly which officer would walk in next, exactly what drink they'd order, exactly what they'd say.
She wanted to write it all down.71Please respect copyright.PENANAmrHNUNGRGx
But then she remembered—tomorrow, it would all vanish.
She started to write:71Please respect copyright.PENANAuqBV20gZPQ
“Kyle didn’t buy a bagel today.”
But the moment her pen touched the page, the futility of it washed up her arm like a tide of static.
So what?71Please respect copyright.PENANApJ7s3jGNSK
Tomorrow the pen would be back in the drawer.71Please respect copyright.PENANA209CTOrSOb
The paper clean.71Please respect copyright.PENANAxlQsmKXHVC
Nothing written.71Please respect copyright.PENANA72i98fgpY5
Nothing left behind.
Her thoughts peeled away like dried pulp.71Please respect copyright.PENANADjbugtKnsM
Layer by layer.
Claire felt something slipping.71Please respect copyright.PENANAKpj32SJE4N
— Not the world.71Please respect copyright.PENANAQLYPPdCdb3
Her.
She’d tried so hard to be the observer.71Please respect copyright.PENANAcpRrbyhqMN
To stay rational. Stay grounded.
But now?
Now she was starting to get scared of mirrors.71Please respect copyright.PENANATF2OkJNU9E
Afraid of the reflection.71Please respect copyright.PENANAR2N6zXgExt
Afraid she’d see someone who’d gotten used to all of this.
Someone who belonged to it.
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