I. 57Please respect copyright.PENANA3KAwYJwPDC
Desert heat, high clouds, and sky57Please respect copyright.PENANA1yQuijbTGx
the color of lapis. On this journey,57Please respect copyright.PENANAF76pbXUJdL
anything seems possible,57Please respect copyright.PENANAduDWuNFMZC
so we stop by an ancient cottonwood57Please respect copyright.PENANAUi09r1kbC3
to kiss. The beauty trembles,57Please respect copyright.PENANAAl2lIHCY1j
doesn't say a word, just watches57Please respect copyright.PENANAprHRYfbvlE
me, so open. Small birds fly by, flock57Please respect copyright.PENANATqTau7ekZH
in the shady tree above us. What57Please respect copyright.PENANAHtwZW4TNOz
settles in her heart? What congeals?57Please respect copyright.PENANAzcGhqHCgEc
Hope? Despair? Far off, the river churns57Please respect copyright.PENANA4sREQ7Gi7t
in its sandy banks, swallows veer, turn57Please respect copyright.PENANAKL7LkWbQv6
in fiery air. Will these kisses seal57Please respect copyright.PENANAuKTqFowuRJ
her to me? I her lover, she my wife?57Please respect copyright.PENANAo0rm1TPhQ6
Is all of this a dream, my whole life?
II. 57Please respect copyright.PENANAa4IOARw8yH
She is just this side of wonderful,57Please respect copyright.PENANAwvGswcIA54
and suddenly the glamorous world57Please respect copyright.PENANAYas7KntVSA
fills itself with shining and we laugh57Please respect copyright.PENANA7Uv2dcv03S
at highway monuments that explain57Please respect copyright.PENANAW7ddgP1XGN
how hard the trek had been for Franciscans57Please respect copyright.PENANAKf1ZxIBXDf
in the Indian wilderness, poor fellows—57Please respect copyright.PENANAL7tZwNXIIk
conversion is the devil's own57Please respect copyright.PENANAo5D9855p24
work! Then the stones of her dream57Please respect copyright.PENANAuzbGJf4QYt
turn up under her feet, the back57Please respect copyright.PENANAz368woNNiw
of a huge land turtle. I know57Please respect copyright.PENANA9UsSpsYMNd
we must be circling Paradise57Please respect copyright.PENANAu8JVkDo7wr
because the ants enter the fleshy petals57Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6wtU5Zeuj
of the roadside flowers with evident57Please respect copyright.PENANANhoLLjhciu
joy and purpose (oh, my dark, pretty one).
III. 57Please respect copyright.PENANAsgixFQfBnz
Music, my adored. When is there never57Please respect copyright.PENANAZfwioq9c6e
music? My accordion puffs up57Please respect copyright.PENANAXgPgACgjbc
with drinkable melodies. I spill57Please respect copyright.PENANAHSRXhSnuxo
her tunes into your listening ear,57Please respect copyright.PENANAfnqgEt3fbJ
one after the other: the squeeze-box57Please respect copyright.PENANAyOWgqELwl6
enters the dance of the plaintive gypsy57Please respect copyright.PENANAY0esvAMmsr
with its hard rhythms, lilts the back-57Please respect copyright.PENANAPEiyMXdlDm
breaking labor song the worker croons57Please respect copyright.PENANA51Dnk84yso
to earth, warbles romantic notes of57Please respect copyright.PENANA3hnQRkx506
dissolving borders. You melt57Please respect copyright.PENANA4hVXNP0C7l
like a woman beneath her lover's touch.57Please respect copyright.PENANAYiDeiNXjn3
Music is happy and pitiless when57Please respect copyright.PENANAMPwBlJh5mC
it sets fire to combustible souls. Even57Please respect copyright.PENANAojBKp7sJ8K
the raspy bandoneon's voice is lyric.
IV. 57Please respect copyright.PENANANK3D9An0kb
Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. (Speak57Please respect copyright.PENANAEwZMgq0Pbx
in a whisper.) We slip into this57Please respect copyright.PENANADpLFoAZOYc
space half cognizant. The land is very57Please respect copyright.PENANAS4UbutMOzB
large indeed: bones of the earth57Please respect copyright.PENANAY3jnJy5cU5
worn down, though she is a living thing.57Please respect copyright.PENANATXNUonu4Ts
See how she exposes her grace? Antelopes57Please respect copyright.PENANAgekGSIJ6St
graze on the far plain—their high,57Please respect copyright.PENANAeT9XA5jTuh
white tails—the red soil throbs57Please respect copyright.PENANA9IDi07dctq
its slow heartbeat, and the blue sky57Please respect copyright.PENANAfWRDzg549x
clears so smartly, perfectly, like57Please respect copyright.PENANAcGRY55uFlr
radiance. Are the ancestors near?57Please respect copyright.PENANAfJprn82QL2
What can we know? We decide57Please respect copyright.PENANAA6S1UJtLpO
to wander around this prairie, mistaken57Please respect copyright.PENANATXrSn9n16m
for Utes, buy commodities in little towns.
V.57Please respect copyright.PENANAHKdaiI3dgI
Late afternoon we head west along the willow- banked57Please respect copyright.PENANAXnJVvViBQo
Malheur after the long curve of the Snake River plain. (Above the falls where the Shoshone went to pray57Please respect copyright.PENANAIQVCsNczzo
we soaked our feet in cold water, and I observed57Please respect copyright.PENANAk9p83CQ8aH
the arch of her brown foot.) Rabbitbrush and sage57Please respect copyright.PENANABw811DFEZh
along the highway, juniper on far hills and bluffs.57Please respect copyright.PENANAPV29ZxRBUa
Sundown, and dusk falls over the wide basin of land.57Please respect copyright.PENANARtTG28lUbd
In Burns we eat eggs in a cafe, take a room57Please respect copyright.PENANAdnjAqxFX3f
in the Motel 6. In the dark, I can see57Please respect copyright.PENANAeIPgK5RycZ
her black hair, black against the pillows. Its clean57Please respect copyright.PENANAvRiblZhH0q
scent makes me think of corn. At dawn, I hold her57Please respect copyright.PENANAF7gGOPijJd
and there are kisses. Then more kisses. Then more57Please respect copyright.PENANAY8uDVUUoi0
The day is cold; a north wind blew last night. But57Please respect copyright.PENANA7858PgLuXL
the land is open. Rain falls in showers of light.
VI. 57Please respect copyright.PENANAtWH7AeExIu
Her hand on my thigh, my shoulder,57Please respect copyright.PENANAzYHLiQIdUg
in my hair. She leans over to kiss my cheek.57Please respect copyright.PENANAQoR1Wg1kSo
We look at each other, smile. For miles57Please respect copyright.PENANAE1I6UKhsQm
we travel this way, nearly silent, point57Please respect copyright.PENANAEduQbBdzjN
with eyes or chins at the circling hawk, the king-57Please respect copyright.PENANAPSl2oQ33oV
fisher on the snag above the swollen57Please respect copyright.PENANAqpPRpCsN50
creek. One night I weep in her arms57Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2ME0zqevO
as she cries, "Oh, oh, oh!" because I have touched57Please respect copyright.PENANAKwH5a789kr
her scars lightly: throat, belly, breasts.57Please respect copyright.PENANAV3JZRJKC4c
In that communion of lovers, thick sobs57Please respect copyright.PENANAr6mtyt3qDJ
break from me as I think of my love57Please respect copyright.PENANAWThSSiXrqC
back home, all that I have done57Please respect copyright.PENANAYYwPXZOUVB
and cannot say. This is the first time57Please respect copyright.PENANABW8yG58CZr
I have left her so completely, so alone.
- Janice Gould
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