As Shakespeare said: 58Please respect copyright.PENANAgTVZLeNlIW
“The breaking of so great a thing should make a greater crack”
Yet the heart breaks so faintly.
The one organ supposed to pump blood58Please respect copyright.PENANAGbDYyVbqz4
bleeds with rotten emotion and ripped sanity.
To the size of a fist yet a major regulator,58Please respect copyright.PENANAHXAEVMS5s3
no wonder clenching feels so suffocating.
It convulses beneath cages of bone,58Please respect copyright.PENANAJqlY0h13nv
bruising itself against ribs that cannot console it.
Strange how flesh can harbor catastrophes58Please respect copyright.PENANAfuNt3QvJdF
quieter than funerals.
Arteries pulse like frantic apologies,58Please respect copyright.PENANAzIHLaY1fMQ
veins carry remnants of names58Please respect copyright.PENANAvoExNkE94E
the body should have forgotten by now.
And still it beats;58Please respect copyright.PENANAByS6yGl18p
stubborn, pathetic, almost feral—58Please respect copyright.PENANA1riyCd1D8G
dragging grief through the bloodstream58Please respect copyright.PENANAhe2R4MuzJN
as though sorrow were oxygen.
Perhaps that is the cruelest design of it all:58Please respect copyright.PENANAeonOnOA49R
the heart does not shatter dramatically.
It decays slowly,58Please respect copyright.PENANA6YKYgznBla
chamber by chamber,58Please respect copyright.PENANAkzJnjZEnnz
until even silence develops a pulse.
Until the body learns to survive58Please respect copyright.PENANAcu6i17eqBW
on emotional hemorrhage.
Until insomnia settles beneath the sternum58Please respect copyright.PENANAVKOBZxIwtd
like a second heartbeat.
Every palpitation becomes a eulogy,58Please respect copyright.PENANAU6Ttnt3m42
every breath an act of reluctant endurance.
The lungs expand,58Please respect copyright.PENANAn6h0LzaBgB
yet never enough to rid the chest58Please respect copyright.PENANAX2NJMlcwaO
of its phantom heaviness.
And somewhere between systole and diastole,58Please respect copyright.PENANA4M4foIDdyu
grief roots itself into muscle memory—58Please respect copyright.PENANAIlKjhT5ToK
parasitic, unwavering, immortal.
Perhaps that is why mourning exhausts the body so cruelly;58Please respect copyright.PENANAhtRVYlplBJ
the organs cannot distinguish58Please respect copyright.PENANAcNOphHQV2j
between love and disease.
Both invade quietly.58Please respect copyright.PENANAqhVFIZI98v
Both consume from within.58Please respect copyright.PENANA8ATS9RxGAC
Both leave the ribs hollowed like abandoned cathedrals.
Still, the heart persists in its brutality,58Please respect copyright.PENANA4PCVzqglyq
beating through collapse,58Please respect copyright.PENANAVbhRjSWUXQ
forcing life into a body58Please respect copyright.PENANABV341A2tv5
that no longer knows what to do with it.
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