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Time and Tide
ISSUE #15
Author: Viktoria Fyodorova
Time and Tide
Author: Viktoria Fyodorova
ISSUE #15
"Bargaining"
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Why?

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Why was it him?

Why did the world take my parents’

only biological child?

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Why wasn’t it me?

I have sinned so much in the past few years,

to the point that I have lost track

of all the horrible things

I have done.

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Why was my brother the one punished

and not me?

Why did this have to happen so close to his

32nd birthday?

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After everything he has been through,

this is how the world repays him for

overcoming his

alcoholism?

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Why is the world such a cruel place?

Why is there just as much good in the world

as there is evil?

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Why were Mom and I the last people

he talked to?

Why did he die

only 20 minutes after getting off the phone with us?

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Why did he accept those drugs from someone?

a straight-up murderer?

on the street?

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Why am I still here?

Why did I survive those 24 hours

on the doorstep of the orphanage

in frigid Russia,

with only a blanket and crib to guide me?

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Why,

out of all the orphans,

did my adopted parents

choose

me?

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Why did my brother want a little sister?

I was a chubby, little thing—

severely malnourished—

and now I struggle with anxiety.

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Why is grief so

mentally and physically exhausting?

Why are there so many people

who support us?

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Is this really what love is all about?

Is that all grief is?

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Why am I down here

and not with my family during this time of mourning?

Why did I come back to school

only a week after the tragedy?

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Why am I so desperate to succeed,

considering the current circumstances?

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Most importantly...

What is the true meaning of this anomaly

that we call “life”?

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