筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45bdYFZDw4
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「獨處是不錯的。」我989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgPDGrG12E
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejnv65NQuB
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKZ4xrPb9r
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hAqjrmNWO
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1krj0zCIr0
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「原本想。」他989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIDd8snQgQ
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32lBgz10gf
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejuYbD3lRj
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOfeVWY0W8
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3UbGxF1GR
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfPnReUnas
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSop04OUKE
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4QqtGUXs0
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxwc2SIio5
至少我當下還有介意著你的心989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4EseaKUbB
雖然明天可能沒了989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV2EqFq1xj
但明天你也會面對新的別人989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZZ9h51gzE
到時就到他們在乎你。」我989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvuwPGSfMB
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhIOnuEQo5
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「可能不會了989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03yvkLFdk4
但當重遇某個相近的剎那989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMR4YV0mgEx
還會有冒起對你的記憶。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYU2alt8Nmh
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4aBK5dLex
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXvpZL1dJZ
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDUPSUxuJR
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOEeiBk1Py
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSJHOMW1bP
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「那就去吧989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrtInaZ33K
趁還記得的時候。」我989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0NWMtxh5R
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo2tVutpss
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「不知道989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyDtBE7jW7
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG6YH7MMiX
也許你就會知道。」我989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHueBo3l5G
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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