筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnoCY7Uc9A
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「獨處是不錯的。」我923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F6VD6Jg0n
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnLRMIl7GU
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7N0zvfLwI
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS0urllEBU
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlBEgK388x
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「原本想。」他923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85mjkt16uL
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAA3WKaLCw
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIIZnh5BTg
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkcdP89tm7
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPLcLIu6zH
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK940kS5f3
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKUF5DzzUC
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lQoHLaXr0
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCRsh3ECER
至少我當下還有介意著你的心923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMgLPFZniO
雖然明天可能沒了923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64Ehg49xix
但明天你也會面對新的別人923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CCy5VisgK
到時就到他們在乎你。」我923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2fy7qZzfJ
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnQDPpvpTE
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「可能不會了923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7rGRUWh4n
但當重遇某個相近的剎那923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ222pmTT54o
還會有冒起對你的記憶。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumT61yYSnn
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1l5FTLcb4
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObDdxRO39e
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7Q3qaoMTu
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdZLI0ma9f
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYWbL5UCx4
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「那就去吧923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHlFnQFvH5
趁還記得的時候。」我923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetvw1ObyS5
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ne1mBM7z8
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「不知道923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSP6wChM3u
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqwC0AAJb0
也許你就會知道。」我923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfJriE2v6h
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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