筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02oiIzafrm
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「獨處是不錯的。」我986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtD4bloawP
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3ODPOB2ow
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu8cBlnt2G
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkwR0P3V4X
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPO6I449dU
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「原本想。」他986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE2LipEpHy
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0pjzoIJ0o
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUOTUd24WY
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0H5v45cO9
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBb2eI8k2vN
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1M9EaGxCV
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0NHxf9BiY
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgr9ilICoB
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDmlTXtIvy
至少我當下還有介意著你的心986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvd5kSbBYYc
雖然明天可能沒了986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjflpkotLVC
但明天你也會面對新的別人986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4yfqProqj
到時就到他們在乎你。」我986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAw5OA50t8
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYobjqrmtwr
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「可能不會了986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfsFmyCrS9
但當重遇某個相近的剎那986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9236M3ZXud
還會有冒起對你的記憶。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvodf4nsC5
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CKmxy4yjp
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhOpsJABgM
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5jOG6jBTI
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡic43rrjM71
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzQpxKFR23
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「那就去吧986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8n743gyJC
趁還記得的時候。」我986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1agqNziPP
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO77V3gZwGp
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「不知道986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YkKQiBhfm
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqP0AbTB29
也許你就會知道。」我986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgwB9jAXcF
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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