Who am I?328Please respect copyright.PENANAlQcRB7i7GK
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.328Please respect copyright.PENANAUzT4OSOAWZ
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.328Please respect copyright.PENANAWhHwKM7L9Y
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.328Please respect copyright.PENANAx1nwxEUSET
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.328Please respect copyright.PENANArSXBddZPsd
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,328Please respect copyright.PENANAccJDsq0Mmm
but I feel like I’m stuck.328Please respect copyright.PENANAqyUMkkgnfe
I don’t know what I want.328Please respect copyright.PENANAqHDMmGJimR
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...328Please respect copyright.PENANAjRF7Gqr1Dn
I want to have a dream.328Please respect copyright.PENANApElWIBpVUK
Have a goal.328Please respect copyright.PENANARIBgql13R3
Try to achieve it...328Please respect copyright.PENANAIfJ82fCDFS
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.328Please respect copyright.PENANATkZiZmlH1m
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,328Please respect copyright.PENANA7k8qowwImV
I’m alone, trying to dream,328Please respect copyright.PENANAABD7TFGcJB
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,328Please respect copyright.PENANARgANFsrJPW
after a long journey,328Please respect copyright.PENANAywfpVdrbDu
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...328Please respect copyright.PENANA5o7PdS9o3R