Who am I?128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhiTsyFACJ
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRMln9HbpJ
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr4tdcdhPX
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0oDYQI3z4
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneSGOQqwh1
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3awfjEvSEW
but I feel like I’m stuck.128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoakTj5S4hu
I don’t know what I want.128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNbulpW8Si
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUL9fKtLv2
I want to have a dream.128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWct5dJgteg
Have a goal.128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61KfBQE7Qw
Try to achieve it...128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6Q2ekLqsU
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9G4ZtZ4wQ
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ruzjYPxca
I’m alone, trying to dream,128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXkzP7XAg7
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKmabRf6rt
after a long journey,128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEBCx1Xziv
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85chWaWBEg
and then Add to home screen.