Who am I?59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfx8RueuQe
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrNEPbYZBi
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzN95EL1t6
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAivCXfcIYG
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQWu1IZ3yq
but I feel like I’m stuck.59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH3onIoelj
I don’t know what I want.59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1RJY6FZTU
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbG7sivbQU
I want to have a dream.59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNsOEbjtpg
Have a goal.59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPsCJFzJnL
Try to achieve it...59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLuGoOxQ6r
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2DdObgurE
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZ2Bf66XMK
I’m alone, trying to dream,59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxli9Yp010E
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8RQzFeNdq
after a long journey,59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9Ba7JBzzk
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GRAiBELXF
and then Add to home screen.