Who am I?163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HobdmuGtE
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lejxnuqg8
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqK6WxxIrw
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8Z8za10Mc
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVMmsWQKWd
but I feel like I’m stuck.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EU3YheSJn
I don’t know what I want.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r52Zlz5kF
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgdofPHWfe
I want to have a dream.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzQWYxKhX6
Have a goal.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbFKskVH56
Try to achieve it...163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2m7Cg8dGt
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqdOwqF040
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9rgDgNmC4
I’m alone, trying to dream,163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH70D6MYAq
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxUTW2B5sk
after a long journey,163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvGH1Okwjb
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1wHeVOZ4S
and then Add to home screen.