Advik Dey:
Did she post it? 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyu4wwG8ET
Another 10 minutes of scrolling past her blogs and then...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8IGUg71aX
silence. 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9aqCHtIVz
Again the sensation gnawed at me. 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspxYKlakK2
What if it was a BBC article?
I spent another thirty minutes searching for BBC articles under her name.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5zeOYJ9Xv
Still, nothing.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYf1epSfN1
Fuck!209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJcXIGqqPW
Why was she taking so long? 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiUvRgT22j
Was she still thinking? Or, was she busty interviewing my mistress? 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPKi0ceuXM
I paced my chambers up and down. Up and down. My polished shoes against the floors that stunk with antiseptic.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV2v0GLQT0
Suddenly, I felt like Anne Bloyen, the second wife of Henry III. 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu63r3wus3
I had been watching that movie for too long I guess.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1OxW3hmwO
Anne was just like me, asking everyone, 209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6CgchWApv
“When shall I die?”209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o2fcu9taK
It was so frustrating. I could feel it in my bones. If I had someone, I would have still asked, 'Why Couldn't she post it right now? When will I be ruined?'
Like, seriously, it would feel 10 times less worse now that I was prepared to hear whatever the public will hear about me. About my supposed infidelity.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwpEQxxMgI
Another check at her instagram stories.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5sMlYvrpi
Still nothing.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN6XKsMsKO
Fucking nothing!209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcv1TzSLJU
Just then, the door of my chambers opened and Larisa entered.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGOEFVfYfJ
"Dr.Dey, there is another board meeting."209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueHInpDk1x
I pocketed my phone amd followed her, regretting each step I took. But I had no way. I had such a bad luck that I couldn’t even watch my own downfall.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou9kzmhtra
The board meeting would cease my phone for hours.
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By the time I was back, the clock struck 2 PM.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2vIcIc4mU
I took my phone out and was already greeted by notifications. Hundreds of them.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbkodNgQN3
My fingers trembled. My eyes burnt. What had the bitch planned for me?
I scrolled past the bottom of the 'Fuck u's and the usual 'You don't deserve her'.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRabzXVfLwi
There it was.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV5UZWzP3N
She posted a picture of me and her from our highschool. Where did she get this picture? I never remembered noticing her beside me. She smiled at the camera, her braces shining in the flash of the camera.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg05tnp2yw
In the bottom of the picture, she wrote:
I knew, the moment he kept it closed,209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XW3epFCxX
the visions naked in my eyes, kept composed.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDy6giTS1iW
Even though it still burns, I had known,209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20s6TuWF5K
The sun still burnt, the world kept moving on.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y2OSMj0fp
Our world is breaking and I know it's a token,209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE4RgD9om9
Of the way we have been--me swollen now heartbroken.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGsWzE6j3x
You eyes are now the shiny starry night,209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkLuRWbmKV
Gazing at the evening star as it shines bright.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3fZGUvHaA
And I was a dim comet, millions of. years old,209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1shTsTlQZ
Why wouldn’t he leave when he found gold?209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlkinfIZeF
I would have known in any way,209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWTQuIWbLs
there’s no use choosing different ways.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnx8vA6PzT
Knowing never hurts but finding always would.
She even tagged me. Like a fucking warning.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb6Q2kuIve
I just forgot that she had the power to do everything. Literally everything. Without even lifting a finger.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVLjJQlvD9
I almost collapsed on my desk. Lots if DMs flooded through my phone.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qe5a0kOYV
Friends, long time acquaintances, relatives I knew.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyriNjCfZI
Everyone asked,209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB5b9A3hSK
"Why did u do that?"209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkMAL1rJra
Maybe I shouldn’t have slapped her last night. She knew. She already knew. She always knew.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnoGTC9FD5
But she also must know that...that it was wrong.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCKx4VWD26
She knew that. I knew that.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSG51v2o4j
She dated a guy. A guy I had always wanted to be.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjRUg7oST1
She Didn't sleep with him but at least, at least...they kissed.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVItNUZdo3
And I chose the different way. My phone screen lit up.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYfizN8Jr7
Ma209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwERD5KCXE4
I received the call.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBHoDLydlu
"Look, ma, it was a--"209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnSMI35pMs
"Shut up, Advik. Just shut up!"209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztNHb90k14
She cut me off.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMfHxoqson
"Listen to me, listen to me very carefully, Advik."209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWiU3COu1h
I nodded. I always listen to her. And look what listening to her turned my life into.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6rx317NO3
A fucking hell.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSSROxPkvK
"I'm all years. What will I do?"209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRFYJtsMfi
She sighed.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnjloyvMSi
"Advik, I know that you don't like her. And I Don't like her too. But you have to act like a loving--"209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvZYKASMYI
"I Won't do that."209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK2j9GPxQl
"Advik, my son, she is powerful. Really powerful. She is successful and beautiful,"209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SiExZ3JG4
"Are you simping for her?"209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZe4davMuz
"I'm stating facts. You are the perfect match. You two are popular in our area. No matter what happens, you havve to stay together."209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ffJB8l2Ab
"But I don't love her, Ma! I hate her. I fucking hate her. Why are you ruining my life with...fame..money and popularity? Who cares?"209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkGmyvES85
I looked at my phone. She had already cut the call.209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERNRspMXw6
Oh, how wonderful my life was! Even my own mother sold me to that bitch for...perfection.
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and then Add to home screen.