Hridhi Chatterjee:
If I were to describe my mother, I would use only one word--153Please respect copyright.PENANAZxpwx75wQU
Perfection.153Please respect copyright.PENANAngQsAiKmum
She was literally perfect. In grace, intellect and sense.153Please respect copyright.PENANAu2eeYd0Ld6
She looked like a tragically defeated princess draped in velvet and silk and cut open with a shiny silver dagger glistening with a red, perfectly red and perfectly shaped little drop of blood.153Please respect copyright.PENANAxCgeoAhxm7
So perfectly human. So perfectly who I always wanted to be.153Please respect copyright.PENANAwmf3TrOBF4
She was so nice. So good. So polite. So...I don't know...perfect?
It was totally like how the bots commented on every channel,153Please respect copyright.PENANA9r5XwNjuma
'She is a perfect combination of beauty annd grace. So inspiring!' Followed by a whirlpool of pink emojis.153Please respect copyright.PENANA6gX3lHZmID
Maybe I had a secret, a petty dark secret : I was jealous of my own mother.153Please respect copyright.PENANA9lLkJiOfoe
You know why?153Please respect copyright.PENANAV9kmZw4fsd
It was because she was always..always right.153Please respect copyright.PENANA3KTVMBz8Jh
And there was only one ambition in my whole stinking life: To prove her wrong.
The moment I thought of pressing the publish button, I knew the outcome the way I knew the back of my hand.153Please respect copyright.PENANAvZne3KfVN1
It was that obvious.153Please respect copyright.PENANAcAHj7UTQSc
I texted my mother the next second:153Please respect copyright.PENANAobvEqq1TSb
Spare key under mat.
Maybe she would notice, right after she had cleaned the entire house for 6 times and dusted the shelves like my father's perfect wife.153Please respect copyright.PENANA9q7RqqnskJ
I silenced my phone right after that. My cameraman looked at me with dovelike eyes.153Please respect copyright.PENANAmWt1ZUKi1I
"What's up?"153Please respect copyright.PENANAfjuMdx4hay
I shrugged my shoulders like the directors at Marvel movies lying about a new release any time soon.153Please respect copyright.PENANAnDBvEFZG1o
Jake even insisted on taking me to the bar. And at last, I finally agreed. He drove me to the nearest one. It had a lively atmosphere. People here were damn serious about drinking, I must say. So many people. So many dim colored shirt. Such randomly mixed scents lingering in the air.153Please respect copyright.PENANAWCbVR9q5Io
The bar was buzzing with lights.153Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8wPs6UKNe
Red.153Please respect copyright.PENANAXZwtcT7UA7
Blue153Please respect copyright.PENANA6ltxkXucta
Red153Please respect copyright.PENANAA5YIaWOcls
Blue153Please respect copyright.PENANAqk5nrmxDUT
I smiled at Jake while he paid the bill. His cheeks were red, like the sweet guys like him go with cheap champagne.153Please respect copyright.PENANA30l9oGYsel
"Let me buy you another one," I offered.153Please respect copyright.PENANABu3AjqmCD2
He protested.153Please respect copyright.PENANAFwbH1PApYl
"Perhaps next time. Anyway, will I drop you home?"153Please respect copyright.PENANAJhnAJouE5T
I shook my head, my phone vibrating against my thighs.153Please respect copyright.PENANAjoOsIeicnd
Not now. Please. I was not ready for her lecture.
"Issues?" Jake asked me.153Please respect copyright.PENANA1B3XRnrJSk
I shook my head again and cast a fake smile.153Please respect copyright.PENANAk5GZXIVcJu
"Goodnight, Jake."
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I looked at my doorstep. He was not home. Thank God, he was not home. I finally took a deep breath, like a child famishing the absence of Their math teacher.153Please respect copyright.PENANADP6tvnEXCB
I took out my key. But unfortunately, it was unlocked.153Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y7alUsKwo
And it was opened ajar, waiting, like the way a lion waits hours and hours for the zebra to come closer.153Please respect copyright.PENANABIX0mq3A1w
I felt like that zebra.153Please respect copyright.PENANAEAUNMiYR0n
I found myself face to face with my parents sitting in the living room.
"Why weren’t you picking up your phone, Hridhi?" asked my mother, her phone on the coffee table.153Please respect copyright.PENANAl1bVL2V69M
"Oh, ma, I was actually in a really important meeting with the camera crew."153Please respect copyright.PENANAcHgDwqQtiR
I was trembling without any reason because my mother had big eyes and stared at me as if she could see my tar black soul.153Please respect copyright.PENANAeGDmFMLrq5
My father however, looked at his phone. Facebook still hadn’t been outdated in Bengal, I guess.
"Hridhi, I can bet that you were in the bar," said my mother. "Sit down. Sit beside me."153Please respect copyright.PENANArk9uphFKh3
She gestured me to the empty Ottoman in front of her and I sat like the obedient little kid she had raised.153Please respect copyright.PENANAqhOZWlc8Bf
She glared at my father before she continued,153Please respect copyright.PENANAEMyf1xhEot
"Will you explain what just happened?"153Please respect copyright.PENANA55JqNArPTA
I explained. From his hands on her waist and him fucking her at hotels. I had proof. I said I had his transaction receipts amd everything. Journalists had access to things like that. CCTV footages are our left hand and fishing out answers from stubborn people was our right.153Please respect copyright.PENANAyjuqYezUqG
After I had finished, my mother stared at the ceiling. She was in thinking mode. Deep thinking mode.153Please respect copyright.PENANAcHCSnZUHmX
And the uncomfortable silence was something my father hadn’t gotten used to.153Please respect copyright.PENANAqK6G3ZKn7R
"We can wait till Advik arrives, Hiya,"153Please respect copyright.PENANAqtDjq7XOY6
"No," interrupted my mother.153Please respect copyright.PENANApQS9NC0luE
"Hridhi, let's talk in your room."153Please respect copyright.PENANARXgHVwQ9FB
I followed her to my room. I knew why. She wouldn’t be able to keep her cool with my father's constant questions that I stored inside my stomach.
"Ma, I have one and only thing to say. I am leaving him." I said. "Look, all the powerful women out there divorce their cheat of a husband and lives happily ever after."153Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZUPkWshUk
"This is not how it works, Hridhi. You have my blood in you. This is not how marriages work."153Please respect copyright.PENANAYaY5dESeSl
"Ma, he literally cheated on me!"153Please respect copyright.PENANATLxr9GWPg3
My mother smiled.153Please respect copyright.PENANAqRX2fyyTHI
"Come on, Hridhi, don't pretend to be a saint. You are also dating guys like a whore."153Please respect copyright.PENANAz3FhMQiUKC
"Wait, at least I didn't slee--"153Please respect copyright.PENANAfw7i32wZJk
"Hridhi, I have seen the world for a longer time. You came from ME. I know that you are obsessed with him. Don't lie."153Please respect copyright.PENANAg4eZWFAph6
Her words struck me like lightning in the sky. Fire burnt through my blood vessels. I wanted to lash at her. Burn her. Throw spit at her and tell her it was NOT TRUE.153Please respect copyright.PENANAbOC3vmaQQr
"I hate him, ma. I don't like him."153Please respect copyright.PENANAm6dWUFZ7f8
"So lame, Hridhi. You are still not convincing enough. You are more like convincing yourself."153Please respect copyright.PENANAPl2VzIisgp
"No, ma! You are wrong like you always are."153Please respect copyright.PENANAdJgqEMIRng
Just then, the door bell rang and my heart almost bursted out of its ribs.153Please respect copyright.PENANA2SHNBP3YpE
"Perfect!" said my mother. "Advik is here."153Please respect copyright.PENANAzg8Q4WZGdM
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